I just remember bits of my dreams this morning, I couldn’t get any sleep before 5 am. I spent a lot of time thinking and tossing/turning.
I remember dreaming about school, Elementary school. I was on the playground. I saw my friend “Bater” there and he looked very young and handsome. He was surrounded by girls.
Later, I remember being with my parents and talking about going on vacation with my cousin. I had dreamt about going on vacation with her in a previous dream and in this dream I was telling them about the hotel costs. They were upset the hotel cost per night was $350. I tried to make it sound better saying that there was a lovely tropical pool area where my cousin and I spent a lot of time.
During this second sequence of the dream, I was dressed like an old woman and hunched over. My back hurt so badly in the dream I could hardly walk. My parents were young but I seemed old.
As we were waiting to cross an intersection, I had to stop to rest. I went to sit on some bricks in a yard when an older man came up… Continue reading
Dreamt about my ex the other night. Can’t remember now how the dream got started but there was some man who wanted to hurt me, I know that. My ex and I were hanging out at some fast food joint and this guy, I think he was threatening me.
In any case, my ex stepped up to save the day and protect me. I felt afterward when I awoke a feeling of … not sure how to explain it. Sadness? Weakness? I missed him but I think it wasn’t him I missed but the feeling of protection he used to offer … well at times anyway.
I look at the picture above and think that’s just how we started. He started out being very rude to me then countered with flowers right away. Flowers became a very big part of our “makeup” process in the early stages. He’d hurt me, put me down and then send roses, sunflowers, bouquets of all sorts.
Then the tension came. He was stressed with work. He lashed out with name calling, more nasty words. Then the rest came and went on for several years.
I don’t yearn for this kind of a relationship. I… Continue reading
“Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me. No hope, no harm. Just another false alarm ..”
I dreamt several odd things but notably that I was in my old house, the one I grew up in and there was a wicked wind storm outside. I looked out the front window and my cat Nermal was on the brick flower area in the front yard. I shrieked and opened the front door to call her in. With her was my deceased kitty, Mr. Satan Kitty. I tried to call them in but they wouldn’t come and Nermal ran out into the yard.
I ran into the yard after her and some weird woman was in the yard trying to help get the cats back into the house. Suddenly, a huge golden retriever ran into the yard and was sniffing at Nermal. I was a bit freaked out so I went over to snatch her away when I fell over. The dog proceeded to try to mount my hip and then proceeded to pee on me!
Here I am, on the ground being pissed on a by a huge dog and screaming for help. The woman was no help at all,… Continue reading
The items I noted most in my dream were the shoes *ahmmm* and the sickness part. Here is what Dream Moods Dictionary says:
In general, shoes represent your approach to life. Wearing shoes in your dream, suggests that you are well-grounded or down to earth. It also represents your convictions about your beliefs. If you are changing your shoes, then it refers to your changing roles. You are taking a new approach to life. If you forget your shoes, then it suggests that you are leaving behind your inhibitions. You are refusing to conform to some idea or attitude.
To dream that you are wearing inappropriate shoes for the occasion or for the activity at hand, means that your progress and path in life will be long, hard and laborious. It may also indicate that you are heading in the wrong direction. Perhaps you need to reevaluate your goals. If you dream that your shoes do not fit or that they pinch and hurt, then it means that you are questioning your goals. You are doubting the direction of the path you are taking.
To dream that you have an illness, denotes despair, unpleasant changes, or some… Continue reading
I knocked off for a bit this morning and had a dream that I was horribly ill (all snot and runny eyes). I was trying to get a doctor to see me. I some how ended up in hospital dressing gown and ridiculous high heels.
At some point in the dream, a very angry man running a carnival ride was determined to toss me off the ride (whilst wearing these insane spiked heels and trying not to break my ankles). The ride was like a big circular tram type ride on rails. He was twisting and turning it to toss me out a window. At some point, I was threatening him with physical violence. He kept trying to squish me under some hot metal plates.
Moral to this dream? Oh fuck if I know!