*sigh* I feel so out of wack all of a sudden. Someone I don’t know just gave me relationship advice and it made me think “why am I here? What do I expect to get out of my life?” and I honestly must say that I have no idea. All of a sudden I feel all wishy washy and depressed. I feel like crawling up in a ball and just coping out….just saying “yes I am a fraud and I am not really all that wonderful” but this is just the depressing chemicals talking. It’s just the brain juices flowing and making me think that I am not that great which I am sure that I am. (Ok maybe I’m not but it’s hard to get an accurate view of one’s self at these times….well at all…sometimes you can’t see something if it’s right there in your face)…..
Ok this is badly formatted and I’m feeling like such a failure. Everything seems to be a challenge all of a sudden and NOT in a fun way. Things seem to be more difficult then they need to be and it makes me doubt myself and doubt my abilities. This morning I… Continue reading