Things not going well. Depressed. Very stressed out. Nothing is going well. But I am, physicaly speaking, ok. I just wanted to update.
Skool is going well. Work is fine. I, on the other hand, am not. I’m alternating a lot between horribly depressed and normal. I’m sleeping too much. I slipped off my medicine again. I guess I just … I don’t know. I’m starting to think talking about my feelings is a pointless activity. I’m starting to think telling people how I feel is useless. I’m starting to think I should just work, eat and sleep for a while and forget about having any feelings what-so-ever.
“you’ll see your problems multiply when you continue to faithfully pursue the policy of truth …”