I’m feeling so much rage … fire consuming me. I feel so angry at myself for letting so many years pass me by while I do nothing. While I slave away at things that ultimately don’t make me happy. While I fantasize about being happy and then open my eyes to see it happening to the people around me. This has to stop, I wish I could stop it now but it takes time.
Every thing takes so much time. But then you open your eyes and so much has passed you by.