Monthly Archives: July 2001

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10:11 pm 07/24/2002

i slink like a feline
i wonder what is my next line
do i expose myself in hopes you’ll understand me
do i expose myself in hopes you’ll reprimand me

i reach inside of me and pull out my empty hand
not mother / lover / but some one who understands
i’ve burnt up on the pyre as if i’d died of plague
i stand here naked spreading my legs

there is a sacrifice in taking all the blame
maybe not the punishment but certainly the pain
i welcome all of it in hopes i can wash us all clean
i’m not the witch you wanted but i can still be mean

i stalk around
in the ashes i am found
do i expose myself in hopes you’ll understand me
do i expose myself in hopes you’ll command me

i reach up inside and pull out my empty hand
not a mother / lover but a girl that understands
there’s a certain pornography to all the pain and shame
some one’s getting off on it and calling out my name

pornography of martyrdom

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